Be WiTh Me

Have been on leave since Monday. Did nothing much except meeting some friends and playing my PS 2 at home. Had planned to go Sentosa for sun tan today but the thought that I still gotta go Vivo to take a train into Sentosa drags me…. Eventually I made my way to East Coast Park but I didn’t get to do any tanning cos the darn beach is so dirty!! Oh my god…. Just what is wrong with Singapore?? I feel so disgusted…. No wonder people had to spend so much money just to fly to overseas’ beaches to get a nice good tan….

Leaving East Coast with a disappointed face, I ended up at Marina South alone having curry veggie. Did try to ask some nice friends out but they were all occupied. Sounds pathetic right? Boring…. Well, the next place I went was Plaza Sing cos Maomao asked me to go down and have a chat with her as she was working full shift today. Stayed at Plaza for a couple of hours and decided to to go back to my work place. Am I a workaholic or what?? On leave still go back…. Well, no one is helping me with my schedule planning for next week so….

It was then did Tim reminded me that today is thursday and is PLAY night! Since I’m on leave, I decided to go down. Had chio cuzzie but she was still down with her cough and so I went alone!! Yah…. Alone again…. Met Jake at the party and we just hang around with one another. It has really been donkey years since we last seen one another. It just feel so great to see old friend. Other then her, I was also happy to see my dear Joan at the cashier. Really miss her a lot. And with her around, I always get the first priorty to get hold to my drinks. Ha ha…. That is because she is the Chief cashier there! Hee….

This time round, I didn’t drink much. Just a glass of vodka fruit-punch (Hey people out there, you guys should give up your vodka ribbena or orange and switch to vodka fruit-punch. Its so much more nicer!! Trust me.), a bottle of Heineken on Jake’s tap and a glass of Asahi beer on Joan’s tap. Ha…. And before I forget…. Asahi is a lot nicer and smoother then other beer as well. No work tomorrow made me stayed all the way till 3am. Before I left, gave my dear Joan a hug and peck on her cheek. Wonder when will I see her again….

On my way home, I was riding on Xiao Hei at an average speed of 100km/hr. The highest I hit was 120km. Wow hoh…. This is my first time riding him at 120. How do I feel? Simply crazy and fantastic! Ha…. The excitement of high speed and the cooling wind blowing onto my whole body is so wonderful! Hmm…. Nevertheless, I will refrain myself from speeding too often cos I know that a lot of people really worried for me when I ride.

This marks the end of my night out. Come tomorrow is Friday and I do hope that whatever I wanted to do will go smoothly.

Yesterday (10.06.07) was a great day for me cos I had a date with auntie Juvina for a buffet lunch at Marriott Cafe. We had been planning for a very long time to go there for lunch and finally, we made it yesterday. It was a treat from auntie Ju cos she strike a small lottery. Hey, but I did not ask her to give me a treat k. She insisted and said its ‘Sab sab suai’ (in cantonese) to her. Supposingly, there should be a group of us but since none were free, we went ahead without them. Its not my first time there for lunch but I still feel very much excited. Hmmm…. Maybe because auntie Juvina give me a very motherly feeling ba.

The first thing we ‘attacked’ was the Beijing ‘Pi Pa Ya’, followed by oysters and lobster. Next, we had sashimi, salad and some other main dishes. Last but not least were those delicious and colourful desert! Seen them? Yummy….!

Auntie Juvina was funny, when she saw that big strawberry chocolate fonde, she was so delighted and started giggling to herself. That really amused me cos she really behaves like a little kid. Ha ha….

Over the lunch, we had lots of conversation that sparks alot of laughters. Thinking back, it seems like we were the only table that were laughing our heads off throughout our 2 and a half hours there. Opps….

Leaving Marriott, her treat for the day wasn’t over yet. Guess where she bought me to? We made our way to Royce at Takashimaya to buy chocolate. All in all, she bought 7 boxes of them. One for me, herself and the rest who didn’t make it for the lunch. That is really kind and thoughtful of her. Ain’t she a great auntie?? So nice and adorable. Hee…. =)

Feeling is a funny thing. when it comes, no matter what you do or say, it will automatically turn into something sweet in the other party’s eyes and ears. Even if its the most silly thing you do, the other party will feel touched. And you are of course the first priority. However, once the feeling has faded, everything will just turned ugly and annoying. Things that you say, became noise pollution. Things that you do, became redundant and foolish…. No matter how hard you try, nothing can ever moved that person’s heart anymore. Everything else matters the most except you…. Well, I am experiencing all these now. Its sad but its true…. How long do I have to face all these? I don’t know…. But I do hope that everything will be over soon….

I was falling asleep fast at around 11.15pm with my radio on. It was only a 45 mins of sleep and I was awaken by this annoying pounding noise coming from the unit above my home. And the noise was coming from above my room! This time round, it really boils my blood cos for the past two weekends, I have been keeping quiet about the drilling noise coming from above. But since it was a weekend, I didn’t wanna go up and confront my neighbour about his room tenant. But bloody hell, today its a Monday night or rather Tuesday morning, and damn they are pounding things in the middle of the night!! Has my darn neighbour gone deaf of the noise or what.

Straight away, I got up of bed and went to knock on my mum’s door to get her to go confront our neighbour with me. Why my mum and not my dad? Cos she is good at complaining thats why! Ha….

Knocking on the door, no one came to answer till we were like warning them from outside to stop the damn pounding. The moment the door was opened, that darn neighbour actually raised his voice and yelled at my mum. I was already walking away then and immediately I do an U-turn back. Instead of feeling apologetic, this shameless neighbour of ours started accusing us of trying to find fault with him and that we were always so complainy. Hey man, this is the first time I am up at his house trying to reason things with him! What is so complainy?? Wanna try staying underneath my unit and I do the pounding in the middle of the night?? This is really outrageous!! Totally insane and ridiculous.

The more we tried to reason with him, the more nasty he turned and his words started to get ugly. Wah…. This man is really hopeless to the cord!! His impression as a polite man is thoroughly tarnished after tonight. Its seriously unbelieveable that he ould turned out to be such an ‘ugly’ person…. Is he suffering from menopause or what….??!!

I couldn’t be bothered with such a babarian that I had to pulled my mum away (she was still exchanging words with him….). Just then, an Indian guy who works at the provision shop downstairs, popped out from the staircase. He told my mum in malay that the tenants is his family and he is very sorry about what happened. Now this is what I call ‘politeness’. We didn’t wanna fight nor make things ugly in the first place. All we wanna do is to convey a message not to disturb my sleep! For your info, I got to get up at 6am to go work man! What’s the time now? Great, 12.35am…. What am I still doing here? Cos I can’t sleep…. Darn…. :s

HK, always a place that I looked forward to. Love the street, love the food, love the late night shopping crowd. Looking back, it has been 2 years since I last went there for a holiday trip. Though the trip didn’t turn out to be very nice (cos I was with the wrong company!!), I still look forward for my 2nd trip there. Not sure when it will be, but this time round, I must enjoy myself to the fullest. Any nice and fun people interested in joining chucky doll?? Ha….

As time goes by, realised that alot of things had changed…. Tried not to think about it but when the fact stands in front of me, I simply can’t deny it. I don’t understand, I really don’t understand…. Are things meant to be like this? It really hurts me when it hit me…. Why is my life so messed up….